UNLOCKING THE VAULT

hey again... i just got back from the previous millennia so i have been in a primitive state for a while with no time to check on all the buzz and jots that have been going inside the blog... nuff' said... today i want to write something about one of my hobbies... well i guess some of you guys out there surely share this similarity with me... i like to observe human behavior (p/s i am not a stalker)... i find that humans are very interesting subjects to be observed as they possess the never ending possibilities which makes them a different print from each other... we may not always can predict what is going on inside one's brain but i guess we can know the personalities of a human just by analyzing his/her daily patterns because habits don't lie, do they?

halooo.... how clock ticks so fast that now we are already in the second month of the year 2010 and reaching the end of the month... i think i need to buy a clock that run things a bit slower.*sigh*... or did i get amnesia or alzheimer already? enough faizul of my light years of imagination... actually i dont have any specific topics that i want to share today as my brain cells are in hibernation mode... with all this final semester's final project + dissertation, my brain is getting effing fatigue and my biological clock is in chaos... all my focus has been poured into these two thingy as i really really really want to finish my study so bad and im counting days to get out from my student days...

yeah... my finger muscles are kind of heavy and stiff these days... caught up with too many distractions that disabling my ability to flex my fingers in writing blogs... i dont think i want to write miles of words and sentences like my previous posts today... because like i said my finger muscles are having its own mood today and they dont want to be forced to tap and tap on the keyboard more than what my fingers willing to type... enough for my gibberish talks and we move to my thought of the day...

agak nya ini adalah post pertama aku menyuarakan pendapat yang bersarang dalam kepala otak aku dalam Bahasa Malaysia kerana apa yang akan disuarakan aku dalam post ini adalah mengenai situasi yang berlaku di dalam negara kita Malaysia sekarang ini... seminggu yang lalu masyarakat Malaysia dikejutkan dengan keputusan Mahkamah Tinggi Kuala Lumpur yang memutuskan bahawa penggunaan perkataan Allah dibenarkan untuk kegunaan penulisan artikel oleh Herald-Catholic Weekly... semalam pula kita dikejutkan dengan insiden cubaan membakar gereja-gereja di sekitar ibu negara... aku cukup malu... apakah negara kita ini sudah hilang orang-orang yang berilmu dan berfikiran waras?

arrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! my phone was stolen yesterday!!! while others like to keep 2 or 3 numbers in their possession, i just kept only one and it proves to be a fatal mistake as i lost everyone's contact number and it is very hard for me to recover all the numbers back... well.what had happened, happened and for cases such as phone theft, there is no way for me to ever get to see my phone back... i can say adios to my phone and i bid farewell to you hope you find a new interesting life out there... so right now im ready to accept the fact that my phone is gone but im not ready to let the so called 'clever' thief go away yet... this stinking worm and dirtbag is still out there laughing at me for being so careless with my phone which happened to be the only one time that i let my guard off the phone... this had never happened to me before where i leave my phone far away from me while im sleeping and the thief make the most of the opportunity out of it...

yup... we are officially in the year of 2010 now... the old curtain falls and a new curtain rises... not much that i want to expect from this new year and as i mentioned from the last post, i dont believe in resolutions... and despite of too many plannings that i have planned since years ago, i dont want to put too much hope in it because i will end up frustrated if these plans are not accomplished... so i just try to work my way through each day... of course i always hope for the best things to come to me but i guess for now, i just have to make the best out of what i have... from the things that i have planned, there are always some that will not go out as planned... some things are meant to get worse and i cannot do anything about it... not that i want it to but sometimes, these things came uninvited and unintended...

approximately over a week ago, all Muslims entered the new year of 1430 Hijrah from our lunar calendar and in the next few days, all people in the world will celebrate the coming of 2010 AD year from our solar calendar... and perhaps this post will be my last post for the year 2009... from the solar calendar, we are about to enter the 11th year in the new millennium and what a decade it has been for all of us... the last ten years maybe one of the most turbulent decades we have seen... it started with the Y2K phenomenon which was not as destructive as it was predicted... then a year later, we were shocked by the utmost incident that much caused the huge change all over the world and redefined paranoia to the next level... the terrorist attack on the WTC New York in 2001... since then the world is not the same where Islam has been prejudiced and blamed and being accused as a religion that promotes violence... Muslims who live in Europe. America or any non-Muslim countries are threatened and treated with no respect... hate crime is on the rise and to me this is the new form of Holocaust only that it abuses the mental and psychology of the Muslim people and not genocide as what happened to the Jews during the Third Reich... then there was a tragedy that really touched the heart of all mankind, a tragedy so disastrous that it still leaves a huge scar until today for the victims and no one wants to remember it... the tsunami of 2004 that claimed 300, 000 lives and instantly in seconds destroyed the land of Acheh... a year later, the arrogant America came to Iraq and invade the country in the name of justice or whatever they presumed claiming that the Iraqis were developing nuclear weapons and they were a threat to the world peace and they came as the world police and dethroned Saddam Hussein but in the end they havent found any solid or concrete evidence that proves Iraq were developing such weapons... until now, the Iraq nation is still in unrest and chaos is everywhere and there are no signs of stability for the next few years for the Iraqis... the conflicts in the Holy Land in the Middle East is yet to find a solution and i expect that they wont find any in the near future... as for Malaysia, the past ten years, nothing much has changed only that the political situations are the one that get the most highlights these days and im kinda sick of Malaysian politics...

i have seen a movie called surrogates few days ago... this movie is about how machines or robots taking over our daily routines and act as us as humans... all we have to do is to lie down on a chair and connect ourselves to our own personalized robots and let them go out to the streets, go to work, buy groceries for us without us having to leave our own house our own chair... easy to say that they are us out there taking care of things in our shoes... well.there are certainly some benefits from it... for example, we are invincible out there, because when accidents happen, our surrogates are the ones who receive the damage without effecting us, the host... secondly, we can be young forever in the forms of surrogate... we can create the face and body that is young and never age out there... so people out there basically know us from the young faces that we presented to others...

hurm... today we will discuss on the hot topic that is quite creepy and a mystery... i guess most of you has seen the 2012 movie on the theater right? so i want to know what are your opinions on the selected matter... as we know tomorrow is 21st december 2009... means that we have exactly 3 years left to find out the truth... is it true that on the 21st december of 2012 will be the end of days for our existence? is the apocalypse really coming? if i can choose whether to believe or not, i choose not to believe that the world will come to an end on that day... the simple answer provided comes in our faith of Islam... i truly believe that Allah is the only one who knows when the world will come to an end and only under His command and power that we will be destroyed whenever He wants... it does not necessarily on the 21st of december 2012... it can be next month or next year or maybe 100 years more... it is all in His power and will... kun fayakun...

yess!! our malaysian football team did it... after a 20 year-long disappointment and a series of upsets, we finally bring back the shining gold medal to our hall of fame... i can say that you guys made malaysians proud... congratulations... now the big question and doubt is, can you guys keep this up? can you guys get a consistent result like this for the next 5 years? and the bigger question is, can you guys try to break in and compete to be in the same league as the giants of asian continent such as japan, south korea and iran? if we look to our current level of performance, we are still far far away from touching the seats of asian aristocrats of football... but if we look back to our long line of history, we should be surprised why is that up until now we havent be able to stand as tall sit as low with these giants... we used to beat these japanese or koreans team to pulp... but now, we are the minnows and a piece of chocolate cake to them...

i want to remind myself actually that whatever opportunities that may come to my front door, always remember who i am and do not forget my roots... i use to think that there is only one same set of roots to our tree of life just like the trees that grow and landscaping our lands... i sometimes get blurry what is it meant by our root... what actually defines the root... our parent's words of wisdom? or our cultural identity? or both? or it is just simply stick to our good principles that we usually develop in our own conscience stage by stage year by year... i dont have the answer yet... but the older i get i realize that these roots can change... depends on how we wills it or want it... i think the need to change always comes on the precipice of major crisis or after it... when we are standing on the ledge and knows that how a change that we perform might save us from the trouble...

people use to say what a small world... i think it is not the world that is getting smaller but the distance between us human that is getting closer and closer... dont you agree? people are connected in so many ways that we ourselves never expect it... a person who lives in China is closer to the President of the United States, Barack Obama than the President's own adviser who works in White House just as Mr President does because his step brother lives there... and i have a friend, a Sarawakian whose her boyfriend's elder brother married to her first cousin and they did not know it until they met recently... and her boyfriend and his elder brother are Selangorians... separated by hundreds of miles but actually connected that close all along... what are the odds...