Reverse.Repeat.Replay
i dont know about this year...i can summarize that this year has been quite a good year for me...there are some highs and lows of course but so far i am satisfied with what i have achieved this year..well.dont be too greedy...we cant have it all you know..you can try but you will risk losing it all..i have come to my senses that if i want to live my life in a way that i want it to be. i will grow old without knowing what is it like to be in other side of my fantasy...to me how can i enjoy, value and treasure my happiness without having a taste of pain and suffering...on a slightly different angle. that is how you gain more experience and getting wiser in your life...
i am sure we always at some point wonder if only we can hold the remote of life..some people want to go back into their past and erase what had happened...some people want to pause their life to take a break from their hectic and stressful life or they are enjoying the time of their lives that they dont want to let it go forever..some people want to go forward and skip some years of their lives...for the pause and forward button. i think i dont need it...
if i have one thing that i want to reverse it, it is my SPM examination...i was too lazy to study and playful...in the end i got quite a bad results...eventhough i think it has a blessing in some sort of way but i still think it was a stain that i hope i can erase it because that failure to get good results plunged me into my darkest period of my life...
if i have one thing that i want to repeat, it is my high school days...such a honeymoon period where i was carefree and nothing to worry about and i was surrounded by many great friends and we did all the crazy stuffs and i really enjoyed this time but in the end it costs me my SPM..
if i have one thing that i want to replay, .....err.that 1 i may opt not to write it down here because it is a Class A confidential...if i tell you, i might have to kill you.hahaha...
i seriously dont know what is going to happen in the future...i think i might have some plans but i dont want to put high hopes...if it comes into my way, i praise Allah for giving me the chance to get what i want, but if i cant get it, then i think Allah has a better plan for me...ohh.i need to go now...so enjoy this 2010 while you still can..
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