Reverse.Repeat.Replay


hai peeps...2010 is approaching the end of its turn...there can only be one 2010 in the whole lifespan of the universe...in a couple of weeks, 2011 will take reign..will it be a good year or not so good year to all of us? nah..we will see about that...


i dont know about this year...i can summarize that this year has been quite a good year for me...there are some highs and lows of course but so far i am satisfied with what i have achieved this year..well.dont be too greedy...we cant have it all you know..you can try but you will risk losing it all..i have come to my senses that if i want to live my life in a way that i want it to be. i will grow old without knowing what is it like to be in other side of my fantasy...to me how can i enjoy, value and treasure my happiness without having a taste of pain and suffering...on a slightly different angle. that is how you gain more experience and getting wiser in your life...


i am sure we always at some point wonder if only we can hold the remote of life..some people want to go back into their past and erase what had happened...some people want to pause their life to take a break from their hectic and stressful life or they are enjoying the time of their lives that they dont want to let it go forever..some people want to go forward and skip some years of their lives...for the pause and forward button. i think i dont need it...


if i have one thing that i want to reverse it, it is my SPM examination...i was too lazy to study and playful...in the end i got quite a bad results...eventhough i think it has a blessing in some sort of way but i still think it was a stain that i hope i can erase it because that failure to get good results plunged me into my darkest period of my life...

if i have one thing that i want to repeat, it is my high school days...such a honeymoon period where i was carefree and nothing to worry about and i was surrounded by many great friends and we did all the crazy stuffs and i really enjoyed this time but in the end it costs me my SPM..

if i have one thing that i want to replay, .....err.that 1 i may opt not to write it down here because it is a Class A confidential...if i tell you, i might have to kill you.hahaha...

i seriously dont know what is going to happen in the future...i think i might have some plans but i dont want to put high hopes...if it comes into my way, i praise Allah for giving me the chance to get what i want, but if i cant get it, then i think Allah has a better plan for me...ohh.i need to go now...so enjoy this 2010 while you still can..
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A Tale To Tell




I suddenly remember that i havent update my blog since like forever...im so sorry oh my blog that im in hiatus for months...so many things have passed and so many things have changed since my last thread...though im not very fond of telling people of my life story but i think i just want to recap and owe myself a reminder of how things have progressed or still in progress...


Well..i dont know where to start but i think the biggest thing that happened to me for the past half year is that i finally finished my studies after so many years of struggle and i recently went for my convocation...such a happy and proud moment...just to add the icing on top of the cake, i managed to get a decent job for a big company on my very 1st interview!!i kinda like the job even though it is a bit different from what i have learned during my degree days..my colleagues are very sporting and i have a nice boss even though im the only alien or shall i put it more accurate, the only malay in the office..i hope i can learn more and develop myself in a positive way...


I will not call it a perfect start to my new chapter of life as for every happy moment, there are always some things that just not walking into your way...the downside of my experience for the past half year is that im felt a bit lonely coz i dont have friends here...friends are like clothes..they can be very pretty, nice and attractive but it doesnt mean that they can fit into your body...so i havent find my fit yet just like my set of friends back in kuching...so my life routine here is a bit dull and boring...


Ok...i think that should be all for now...there are more but i just feel lazy to type more...so i just leave it hanging there for the next episode.heheh...i try to do it like the telenovela thing..so i wish all of you well out there wherever you are...hope this is not the last post from me...see you again later...peace out!!
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Meatbag Prints



hey again... i just got back from the previous millennia so i have been in a primitive state for a while with no time to check on all the buzz and jots that have been going inside the blog... nuff' said... today i want to write something about one of my hobbies... well i guess some of you guys out there surely share this similarity with me... i like to observe human behavior (p/s i am not a stalker)... i find that humans are very interesting subjects to be observed as they possess the never ending possibilities which makes them a different print from each other... we may not always can predict what is going on inside one's brain but i guess we can know the personalities of a human just by analyzing his/her daily patterns because habits don't lie, do they?
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World In 360



halooo.... how clock ticks so fast that now we are already in the second month of the year 2010 and reaching the end of the month... i think i need to buy a clock that run things a bit slower.*sigh*... or did i get amnesia or alzheimer already? enough faizul of my light years of imagination... actually i dont have any specific topics that i want to share today as my brain cells are in hibernation mode... with all this final semester's final project + dissertation, my brain is getting effing fatigue and my biological clock is in chaos... all my focus has been poured into these two thingy as i really really really want to finish my study so bad and im counting days to get out from my student days...
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Are We So Different?



yeah... my finger muscles are kind of heavy and stiff these days... caught up with too many distractions that disabling my ability to flex my fingers in writing blogs... i dont think i want to write miles of words and sentences like my previous posts today... because like i said my finger muscles are having its own mood today and they dont want to be forced to tap and tap on the keyboard more than what my fingers willing to type... enough for my gibberish talks and we move to my thought of the day...
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Api Dalam Sekam



agak nya ini adalah post pertama aku menyuarakan pendapat yang bersarang dalam kepala otak aku dalam Bahasa Malaysia kerana apa yang akan disuarakan aku dalam post ini adalah mengenai situasi yang berlaku di dalam negara kita Malaysia sekarang ini... seminggu yang lalu masyarakat Malaysia dikejutkan dengan keputusan Mahkamah Tinggi Kuala Lumpur yang memutuskan bahawa penggunaan perkataan Allah dibenarkan untuk kegunaan penulisan artikel oleh Herald-Catholic Weekly... semalam pula kita dikejutkan dengan insiden cubaan membakar gereja-gereja di sekitar ibu negara... aku cukup malu... apakah negara kita ini sudah hilang orang-orang yang berilmu dan berfikiran waras?
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Try Honesty



arrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! my phone was stolen yesterday!!! while others like to keep 2 or 3 numbers in their possession, i just kept only one and it proves to be a fatal mistake as i lost everyone's contact number and it is very hard for me to recover all the numbers back... well.what had happened, happened and for cases such as phone theft, there is no way for me to ever get to see my phone back... i can say adios to my phone and i bid farewell to you hope you find a new interesting life out there... so right now im ready to accept the fact that my phone is gone but im not ready to let the so called 'clever' thief go away yet... this stinking worm and dirtbag is still out there laughing at me for being so careless with my phone which happened to be the only one time that i let my guard off the phone... this had never happened to me before where i leave my phone far away from me while im sleeping and the thief make the most of the opportunity out of it...
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Curtain Rises



yup... we are officially in the year of 2010 now... the old curtain falls and a new curtain rises... not much that i want to expect from this new year and as i mentioned from the last post, i dont believe in resolutions... and despite of too many plannings that i have planned since years ago, i dont want to put too much hope in it because i will end up frustrated if these plans are not accomplished... so i just try to work my way through each day... of course i always hope for the best things to come to me but i guess for now, i just have to make the best out of what i have... from the things that i have planned, there are always some that will not go out as planned... some things are meant to get worse and i cannot do anything about it... not that i want it to but sometimes, these things came uninvited and unintended...
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