Try Honesty



arrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! my phone was stolen yesterday!!! while others like to keep 2 or 3 numbers in their possession, i just kept only one and it proves to be a fatal mistake as i lost everyone's contact number and it is very hard for me to recover all the numbers back... well.what had happened, happened and for cases such as phone theft, there is no way for me to ever get to see my phone back... i can say adios to my phone and i bid farewell to you hope you find a new interesting life out there... so right now im ready to accept the fact that my phone is gone but im not ready to let the so called 'clever' thief go away yet... this stinking worm and dirtbag is still out there laughing at me for being so careless with my phone which happened to be the only one time that i let my guard off the phone... this had never happened to me before where i leave my phone far away from me while im sleeping and the thief make the most of the opportunity out of it...

Curtain Rises



yup... we are officially in the year of 2010 now... the old curtain falls and a new curtain rises... not much that i want to expect from this new year and as i mentioned from the last post, i dont believe in resolutions... and despite of too many plannings that i have planned since years ago, i dont want to put too much hope in it because i will end up frustrated if these plans are not accomplished... so i just try to work my way through each day... of course i always hope for the best things to come to me but i guess for now, i just have to make the best out of what i have... from the things that i have planned, there are always some that will not go out as planned... some things are meant to get worse and i cannot do anything about it... not that i want it to but sometimes, these things came uninvited and unintended...

Brand New Year Same Old Story



approximately over a week ago, all Muslims entered the new year of 1430 Hijrah from our lunar calendar and in the next few days, all people in the world will celebrate the coming of 2010 AD year from our solar calendar... and perhaps this post will be my last post for the year 2009... from the solar calendar, we are about to enter the 11th year in the new millennium and what a decade it has been for all of us... the last ten years maybe one of the most turbulent decades we have seen... it started with the Y2K phenomenon which was not as destructive as it was predicted... then a year later, we were shocked by the utmost incident that much caused the huge change all over the world and redefined paranoia to the next level... the terrorist attack on the WTC New York in 2001... since then the world is not the same where Islam has been prejudiced and blamed and being accused as a religion that promotes violence... Muslims who live in Europe. America or any non-Muslim countries are threatened and treated with no respect... hate crime is on the rise and to me this is the new form of Holocaust only that it abuses the mental and psychology of the Muslim people and not genocide as what happened to the Jews during the Third Reich... then there was a tragedy that really touched the heart of all mankind, a tragedy so disastrous that it still leaves a huge scar until today for the victims and no one wants to remember it... the tsunami of 2004 that claimed 300, 000 lives and instantly in seconds destroyed the land of Acheh... a year later, the arrogant America came to Iraq and invade the country in the name of justice or whatever they presumed claiming that the Iraqis were developing nuclear weapons and they were a threat to the world peace and they came as the world police and dethroned Saddam Hussein but in the end they havent found any solid or concrete evidence that proves Iraq were developing such weapons... until now, the Iraq nation is still in unrest and chaos is everywhere and there are no signs of stability for the next few years for the Iraqis... the conflicts in the Holy Land in the Middle East is yet to find a solution and i expect that they wont find any in the near future... as for Malaysia, the past ten years, nothing much has changed only that the political situations are the one that get the most highlights these days and im kinda sick of Malaysian politics...

Sweat Against Machine



i have seen a movie called surrogates few days ago... this movie is about how machines or robots taking over our daily routines and act as us as humans... all we have to do is to lie down on a chair and connect ourselves to our own personalized robots and let them go out to the streets, go to work, buy groceries for us without us having to leave our own house our own chair... easy to say that they are us out there taking care of things in our shoes... well.there are certainly some benefits from it... for example, we are invincible out there, because when accidents happen, our surrogates are the ones who receive the damage without effecting us, the host... secondly, we can be young forever in the forms of surrogate... we can create the face and body that is young and never age out there... so people out there basically know us from the young faces that we presented to others...

Standing On A Ledge



hurm... today we will discuss on the hot topic that is quite creepy and a mystery... i guess most of you has seen the 2012 movie on the theater right? so i want to know what are your opinions on the selected matter... as we know tomorrow is 21st december 2009... means that we have exactly 3 years left to find out the truth... is it true that on the 21st december of 2012 will be the end of days for our existence? is the apocalypse really coming? if i can choose whether to believe or not, i choose not to believe that the world will come to an end on that day... the simple answer provided comes in our faith of Islam... i truly believe that Allah is the only one who knows when the world will come to an end and only under His command and power that we will be destroyed whenever He wants... it does not necessarily on the 21st of december 2012... it can be next month or next year or maybe 100 years more... it is all in His power and will... kun fayakun...