Parting Ways


if you were to fall off a very high cliff or a tall skyscaper, which way you want to face your death? would you fall face down to the ground and have the privilege of knowing exactly the spot and the time you crash on that very ground so you can rewind all your moments in life in a flash OR would you fall face up to the sky do not wanting to know where will you fall and how much time you have until you crash so that you stop thinking and remembering about the all things that you will leave behind and just enjoy your last of breaths or enjoy whatever seconds remain in your life admiring God's creations? i found that at the brink of death, usually the true colors of a person will emerge, don't you agree? take your time and think about it friends...
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Make Or Break


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 to all!! a new year has arrived and personally my favorite number is 11 so i hope that the 11th year of the 21st century will bring me boxes of good surprises...amin! i conclude that 2010 in overall has been a pretty good year for me...i wish to keep the good momentum up but in the same time i need to prepare for a possible turbulent that can come and knocking at my door at any time...i wish for a better 2011 for everyone in terms of success, happiness and prosperity...im going to be 26 years old this year and there are much more that i haven't achieve and if Allah wills it im hoping that i can achieve greater success before i enter my 30s...but for now im just grateful to Allah that He still gives me the chance to roam on His earth and able to meet this new year...some of us are not that fortunate and didn't get the chance to have something to remember in the year 2011...for those who have perished in the year 2010, im praying for your souls to be in peace...

i always think that if today we are in a new year, why it is always feels the same as yeasterday's yesteryear...well.the change is up to ourselves...if we want to do or have something special for 2011, we get up from that lazy 2010 chair and we do it, we go for it...if you think '2010 you' will not be able to do it, then be a '2011 you' and say that this time you can do it...if you don't try, then you will stuck in '2010 you' even the time is already year 2020...no change...no progress...the point of having all these wishes, resolutions and ambitions is not just for some fun activity to do during new year's eve or during the countdown but to make sure that you yourself are also in transition together with the incoming new year...make a difference...and frankly said, no need for us to wait until every new year to change yourself...everyday can be a new year if you want to...then success will come to you faster...the new year can wait...
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Reverse.Repeat.Replay


hai peeps...2010 is approaching the end of its turn...there can only be one 2010 in the whole lifespan of the universe...in a couple of weeks, 2011 will take reign..will it be a good year or not so good year to all of us? nah..we will see about that...


i dont know about this year...i can summarize that this year has been quite a good year for me...there are some highs and lows of course but so far i am satisfied with what i have achieved this year..well.dont be too greedy...we cant have it all you know..you can try but you will risk losing it all..i have come to my senses that if i want to live my life in a way that i want it to be. i will grow old without knowing what is it like to be in other side of my fantasy...to me how can i enjoy, value and treasure my happiness without having a taste of pain and suffering...on a slightly different angle. that is how you gain more experience and getting wiser in your life...


i am sure we always at some point wonder if only we can hold the remote of life..some people want to go back into their past and erase what had happened...some people want to pause their life to take a break from their hectic and stressful life or they are enjoying the time of their lives that they dont want to let it go forever..some people want to go forward and skip some years of their lives...for the pause and forward button. i think i dont need it...


if i have one thing that i want to reverse it, it is my SPM examination...i was too lazy to study and playful...in the end i got quite a bad results...eventhough i think it has a blessing in some sort of way but i still think it was a stain that i hope i can erase it because that failure to get good results plunged me into my darkest period of my life...

if i have one thing that i want to repeat, it is my high school days...such a honeymoon period where i was carefree and nothing to worry about and i was surrounded by many great friends and we did all the crazy stuffs and i really enjoyed this time but in the end it costs me my SPM..

if i have one thing that i want to replay, .....err.that 1 i may opt not to write it down here because it is a Class A confidential...if i tell you, i might have to kill you.hahaha...

i seriously dont know what is going to happen in the future...i think i might have some plans but i dont want to put high hopes...if it comes into my way, i praise Allah for giving me the chance to get what i want, but if i cant get it, then i think Allah has a better plan for me...ohh.i need to go now...so enjoy this 2010 while you still can..
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A Tale To Tell




I suddenly remember that i havent update my blog since like forever...im so sorry oh my blog that im in hiatus for months...so many things have passed and so many things have changed since my last thread...though im not very fond of telling people of my life story but i think i just want to recap and owe myself a reminder of how things have progressed or still in progress...


Well..i dont know where to start but i think the biggest thing that happened to me for the past half year is that i finally finished my studies after so many years of struggle and i recently went for my convocation...such a happy and proud moment...just to add the icing on top of the cake, i managed to get a decent job for a big company on my very 1st interview!!i kinda like the job even though it is a bit different from what i have learned during my degree days..my colleagues are very sporting and i have a nice boss even though im the only alien or shall i put it more accurate, the only malay in the office..i hope i can learn more and develop myself in a positive way...


I will not call it a perfect start to my new chapter of life as for every happy moment, there are always some things that just not walking into your way...the downside of my experience for the past half year is that im felt a bit lonely coz i dont have friends here...friends are like clothes..they can be very pretty, nice and attractive but it doesnt mean that they can fit into your body...so i havent find my fit yet just like my set of friends back in kuching...so my life routine here is a bit dull and boring...


Ok...i think that should be all for now...there are more but i just feel lazy to type more...so i just leave it hanging there for the next episode.heheh...i try to do it like the telenovela thing..so i wish all of you well out there wherever you are...hope this is not the last post from me...see you again later...peace out!!
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Meatbag Prints



hey again... i just got back from the previous millennia so i have been in a primitive state for a while with no time to check on all the buzz and jots that have been going inside the blog... nuff' said... today i want to write something about one of my hobbies... well i guess some of you guys out there surely share this similarity with me... i like to observe human behavior (p/s i am not a stalker)... i find that humans are very interesting subjects to be observed as they possess the never ending possibilities which makes them a different print from each other... we may not always can predict what is going on inside one's brain but i guess we can know the personalities of a human just by analyzing his/her daily patterns because habits don't lie, do they?
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