Reverse.Repeat.Replay


hai peeps...2010 is approaching the end of its turn...there can only be one 2010 in the whole lifespan of the universe...in a couple of weeks, 2011 will take reign..will it be a good year or not so good year to all of us? nah..we will see about that...


i dont know about this year...i can summarize that this year has been quite a good year for me...there are some highs and lows of course but so far i am satisfied with what i have achieved this year..well.dont be too greedy...we cant have it all you know..you can try but you will risk losing it all..i have come to my senses that if i want to live my life in a way that i want it to be. i will grow old without knowing what is it like to be in other side of my fantasy...to me how can i enjoy, value and treasure my happiness without having a taste of pain and suffering...on a slightly different angle. that is how you gain more experience and getting wiser in your life...


i am sure we always at some point wonder if only we can hold the remote of life..some people want to go back into their past and erase what had happened...some people want to pause their life to take a break from their hectic and stressful life or they are enjoying the time of their lives that they dont want to let it go forever..some people want to go forward and skip some years of their lives...for the pause and forward button. i think i dont need it...


if i have one thing that i want to reverse it, it is my SPM examination...i was too lazy to study and playful...in the end i got quite a bad results...eventhough i think it has a blessing in some sort of way but i still think it was a stain that i hope i can erase it because that failure to get good results plunged me into my darkest period of my life...

if i have one thing that i want to repeat, it is my high school days...such a honeymoon period where i was carefree and nothing to worry about and i was surrounded by many great friends and we did all the crazy stuffs and i really enjoyed this time but in the end it costs me my SPM..

if i have one thing that i want to replay, .....err.that 1 i may opt not to write it down here because it is a Class A confidential...if i tell you, i might have to kill you.hahaha...

i seriously dont know what is going to happen in the future...i think i might have some plans but i dont want to put high hopes...if it comes into my way, i praise Allah for giving me the chance to get what i want, but if i cant get it, then i think Allah has a better plan for me...ohh.i need to go now...so enjoy this 2010 while you still can..
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A Tale To Tell




I suddenly remember that i havent update my blog since like forever...im so sorry oh my blog that im in hiatus for months...so many things have passed and so many things have changed since my last thread...though im not very fond of telling people of my life story but i think i just want to recap and owe myself a reminder of how things have progressed or still in progress...


Well..i dont know where to start but i think the biggest thing that happened to me for the past half year is that i finally finished my studies after so many years of struggle and i recently went for my convocation...such a happy and proud moment...just to add the icing on top of the cake, i managed to get a decent job for a big company on my very 1st interview!!i kinda like the job even though it is a bit different from what i have learned during my degree days..my colleagues are very sporting and i have a nice boss even though im the only alien or shall i put it more accurate, the only malay in the office..i hope i can learn more and develop myself in a positive way...


I will not call it a perfect start to my new chapter of life as for every happy moment, there are always some things that just not walking into your way...the downside of my experience for the past half year is that im felt a bit lonely coz i dont have friends here...friends are like clothes..they can be very pretty, nice and attractive but it doesnt mean that they can fit into your body...so i havent find my fit yet just like my set of friends back in kuching...so my life routine here is a bit dull and boring...


Ok...i think that should be all for now...there are more but i just feel lazy to type more...so i just leave it hanging there for the next episode.heheh...i try to do it like the telenovela thing..so i wish all of you well out there wherever you are...hope this is not the last post from me...see you again later...peace out!!
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